I know how you feel. The only difference with me is that fishing for a living has taken a toll on the fun fishing I do. I did some commercial stuff in Alaska earlier in the year and I've been working on a sportboat full time for the last 2 years. Seems like the more I work the less I fish for fun. Maybe seeing 100 tons of salmon die in 3 weeks did something to my brain. }( Not to mention all this talk about closures, the absolutely horrible offshore season we had, and the BS surrounding the trout stocking issue. Just seems like it's harder to get stoked these days. Can only hope that next year is better.